Holding a fag and getting rid of the worries that cause wrinkles on my forehead had become a regular thing. With no particular reason for blowing smoke in the air other than the age old one termed
addiction, it was getting too obvious for me to face the same question of the need to smoke. Picking up the nicotine stick is always a little too easy but leaving it or best reducing it just the opposite. Not a brand conscious smoker I have tried almost everything. You name it.
Although never an addict, I did quite a lot to fvck my lungs. Be it gathering with friends and foes just for a smoke or doing it alongside many other things, smoking remained a big constant. And finally after almost five years of tobacco inhaling I have managed to start hating it. The last time my effort lasted just fifteen days. And today I complete a month of not going to a tapri and saying ‘ek lights‘. Believe me it is a very happy feeling. I’ll tell you some time how to quit, but I need not tell you why to quit.
And if you just cannot avoid the sight of a cigarette then just wait for your body’s expiry date when everything around would start seeming negative after a smoke. Whether you have the longest dick in the world or you got invited to the playboy mansion, things will just seem pessimistic. That is when I thought – life is anyways dark, why dim the lights even more, and here I am successfully diverting myself from smoking. Hope I’m able to stick (pun unintended) to it.
Well, this post is not to discourage smoking and also not to encourage non-smoking. It’s upto the smokers how long they want to remain in two-minds. After all the fag has complete command over the part that handles the logical thinking duties.